whats happening
Saturday, 15 September 2012
hey guys I have not posted a while on my blogs, but I have been on twitter a lot lately so if you want to follow me I am @LauraOnceSmilez x.... I have so much to tell you too. I been to champneys Henlow Grange with mym a few weeks ago and we had an amazing time. I have hours of footage and will make it into a video at some point he he. x
Monday, 13 August 2012
videos of love
I made my three new videos the other day take a look if you like the love is for all to experience. he he
Message Of Love to Gracie
Message Of Love For The World
Thank You Message
Monday, 6 August 2012
New Sony HDR-XR160E HanyCam
I have had a good mess with my camera and installed the software and registered it and feel that I know it pretty well now. It is so cute and has so many built in features. I would love to record in HD but I want everyone to be able to view my videos on DVD so I will record in STD quality. The recordings are amazing and quality is perfect. Thank you so much for this camera Jeffery it is a great gift and I will do amazing things with it. I am all ready to go now and will record the footage for my next video tomorrow. The next video is going to be a message from me. I have my tripod here ready and the recording should all be finished by tomorrow. I am going to Toni & Guy midday so hopefully they can fix my hair after months of destroying it with pure peroxide.
Toni & Guy everytime from now on. My poor hair deserves better.
Love to you all
Saturday, 4 August 2012
new video camera
oh my gosh I just opened the box and am going to learn all about my new video camera now. I took it out the box to discover it is the smallest and cutest little video camera that I have ever seen... it is just an adorable little thing and I love it soooo much... Thank you Jeffery!! oh I am going to have so much fun with this little camera, it is soo adorable.
Response to Mr Hemming Family Justice Bill 2012
Response to Mr
Hemming Family Justice Bill 2012
1.
Child case conference.
I find that a lot of the boxes
are ticked but it is routine and not with love. I feel it must be essential
that acting on what is the most loving thing to do for the child should be paramount
in all case conferences. They always act
on worst case scenario instead of what is really best for the child’s welfare.
The worst case scenario never occurred or came close within my case. They need
to review their strategies on decision making so that choices are made with the
happiness and love that the child receives as well as education being
paramount. Keeping a stable environment for the child should be priority.
It is also important that the
child’s opinion is heard and noted regardless of the age. If they can
communicate their wishes then their wishes should be taken into consideration.
Also not everyone who is meant to
attend the case conference does always attend.
It is essential that those involved with power approach
their position from a humbled perspective and not with the ego trip that they
are often on within most interaction with family services. They are either on an
ego trip or its just plain arrogance. They are often in denial, dishonesty even
to children, and ritual and robotic without true consideration. They always
claim to want to do the best for the child. The people learn a set number of
phrases they use to explain their position. Like we do what is best for Gracie.
They just repeat that and in their eyes it justifies their position and choices.
Yet there is no truth in it when moments earlier they just lied out right to my
child. The services have lied many times to my daughter right in front of my
face. Made it look like I was lying to my daughter, I say I will be back in a
moment and the social worker was there when I said this to my daughter. Then
they will not let me go back and say good bye. This is because they are on
power and ego trips and just enjoy steeling your position as a responsible and moral
parent. They try and make you look bad in the eyes of your child. It is paramount
that the people in charge of children also have a heart and do not take the position
as social worker because it makes them feel important and strokes their own
ego.
2.
Being able to have observers present I feel is
essential too as one does feel under attack within the court room. There are
more of the systems representatives present than family or people involved who
love their child.
YES the psychological reports are
very poor. I think my case is a perfect example. How can they claim to know me
within meeting me for 4 hours? My mental health worker says I am doing great and
he meets me every week! The psychologist claims I need 12 months therapy. No
what I need is my daughter back. What the system does is creates the pain and
then creates the cure. Both are wrong! Give me my child back and all pain and
problems will be removed from both me and Gracie immediately. I have made
myself public which will also show how wrong the psychological report of me
was. She said I had no confidence and it was an act. It is clear in what I
write now that I have confidence and this is by no means an act. She wrote many
pages listing my “issues” she claimed I had. I have disproved much of what she
said already just by being me for everyone to see.
The problem is that nobody tells
you what you are entitled to and although my father passed the assessments they
did not inform him of anything or offer him any access to see my daughter. My
father was given no court dates or further information.
My mum and I have to travel for
40 min's to see Gracie in centre. Me and the present carer of my child would
prefer to meet at a different venue that is more convenient to both of us.
3.
Yes it is essential the proper investigations
and people are provided. My daughter told me of ill events that I feel she
could not just imagine. I feel there is some truth in what she says, however
because they have already done investigation they said she just made it up.
However I do not trust this as I was not present. They have made many lies up
about me so they could just easily make lies up about my daughter. I feel the parent has a right to private time
with their child as I have none. So that the child has a person they LOVE there
to express themselves to and not just another stranger. LOVE is essential in a
child’s life not these constant strangers they keep involving in my babies
life. As it moves from social worker to social worker. My daughter must have
met more strangers and people pretending to care for her within the last 1.5
years than she has in her whole life. They have caused nothing but disharmony,
confusion, dishonesty and pain for my daughter.
The social worker told me that my
child just made things up and had a wild imagination. I said my daughter never
spoke of such horrors ever before in her life. When I saw Gracie she would tell
me of eyes popping out of baby’s heads and skin peeling off their bodies and blood
is squirting at the ceiling and much more graphic detail. For months my
daughter would talk of related horrors every time I saw her and when I told my
concerns to the social worker they said it is just imagination. However Laura
bringing too much love and toys and joy for my child was an issue! Does this
not show the complete destructive behaviour and position the authorities take?
They are concerned about me giving my child too much love, but they completely
disregard the talk of complete horror and say that is okay and normal child behaviour.
My daughter never uttered a word of such horror in her life before taken into
the care of the authorities. They energy steel, I feel some do it by accident
but others do it on purpose. My daughter was talking of horrors that where 18+
and the fact the social worker said this was normal child behaviour shows that
the social worker obviously does not understand what is acceptable environment
and behaviour for a child of 4 years
old.
Well Lancashire county council is
who Gracie was in care with when she talked of such horrors. So it makes sense
that there are other cases of them not protecting the child’s safety both sexually
and physically. I did say that they
where energy steeling from us and sent this email to Lancashire council. The
next day they put my child in foster care, it felt like they were taking the
opportunity to energy steel as they put her within a nice foster family and for
no reason at all moved her to a horrible family where she was physically abused
that I witnessed myself, when the carer grabbed my baby by the arm and swung my
daughter round and pulled her right to his face and said “don’t you ever do
that to your mother”. She was only playing with her coat. If he could show
abuse like that in front of me then what was going on when I was not there? I feel the authority purposely put my child in
a place of pain because I said that they where energy steeling from us. The
facts are true that they moved my child from a happy foster home to a very
destructive one for no reason at all. That eventually I managed to move her
from to a more stable environment.
The local authority and CAFCAS
where insisting that Gracie would have to accept the fact that I was no longer
the no 1 person in her life. The judge made it quite clear that Gracie should
not have to accept this and that I should always be the no 1 person in her
life. This I appreciate and I do Feel that the judge was on my side throughout
all proceedings.
6.
The child’s welfare should be paramount; however
they can always find reasons to justify their decisions that make it sound like
they do have the child’s best interests at hand when in reality they do not. It
is essential that the employers of the local council are humble and moral people
who are doing what is the most loving thing for the child and make choices
based on their hearts and not what they fear or makes them feel powerful.
The judge insisted I saw Gracie
once a week while the local authority where fighting for 6 times a year. The fact that the local authorities recommendations
were completely opposite to what was in my child’s best interest and what the
judge ordered, shows that they do not really do what is best for the child, yet
they have a long time to make all the wrong choices before it goes to the final
hearing and the parents and family actually have a voice to be heard.
I am not allowed a proper relationship
with my daughter as we are cooped up in a room together. We do not get to enjoy
the blessings of nature and freedom to run and play and laugh. We are locked in
a cage.
Also a meaningful relationship
includes me being able to teach my daughter my skills and pass on my knowledge
to my child and my love. A meaningful relationship means being able to spend
quality time together without the interruption of staff. I taught piano for 7
years and am at grade 8 level when I play. I don’t play now at all because I don’t
have my Angel Gracie. I would play the piano and Gracie would dance around the
house like a ballerina and an Angel, she would make up moves spontaneously. The
authority and destruction they have caused has taken away from my daughter a
lot of that spontaneous creation on the innocence of beauty. I do not get to
teach her piano or any of my skills. We are in a very fake environment with
none of the facilities available to pass on my abilities and knowledge to my
daughter.
I am skilled in many areas and
also have a degree in computer science. My daughter is being deprived of my
love, my affection and my focused attention, I have a high attention span and
IQ and I did pass the test for MENSA, so Gracie is also being deprived of my
academic abilities as well as my inner wisdom and unconditional love.
8.
Yes the solicitors and authorities fear the involvement from Member of
Parliament, lords, ladies and other people that I have contacted for help
throughout the 1.5 years that my child has been out of my care.
9. I also feel as well as truthful comments
being allowed to be heard. Also lies and false comments need to be investigatered
properly. Once a judge has confirmed that he does not agree with the authority’s
recommendations then those authorities involved should them be fully investigatered.
So that they do not continue to make wrong recommendations and get better at
being deceitful and cut themselves off to what really matters. If they continue
to get away with making bad choices for children, then they will not stop and
they will carry on in the same light. The authorities behaviour should be
monitored properly so that when it is obviously proven, like in my situation, that
the authorities recommendations where wrong, then the authorities who made
those recommendation should then be investigatered to ensure they are doing
their job properly. This would encourage all authorities to make sure they are
making the right choices and not that they feel they can do whatever they want
as their position is never in jeopardy. They need to feel the responsibility of
their choices and they need to feel it is paramount for them to make the right
choices for the children involved or their job is at risk otherwise. They need
to feel this pressure in order to ensure that the right decisions are made
within every child’s situation.
11. Yes we should be able to make a record
of the hearing that is tape reordered too in case conferences too and in every
contact with child so that we have the parent’s opinion to the contact as well
as the authorities.
12. Yes we do need to be able to challenge
the decision of psychologists, I am sure that people can pay these people extra
money in order to get a report that they want. I will prove my mental capacity and
stability by responding to this bill as I am and also by doing everything else within
the public eye on the internet.
please go to john hemmings bill here for original draft: http://www.john.hemming.name/pmb/family_justice_bill_draft_bill.pdf
you can view john hemmings blog here:http://johnhemming.blogspot.co.uk/
Tuesday, 31 July 2012
Sunday, 29 July 2012
tommorow land
oh you gottaa come and party... be free... in extacy ... in that energyyy..... let yourselves be free... come party with meee!!!!!!!!!! http://www.youtube.com/user/TomorrowlandChannel ha ha
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